Endings and New Beginnings

It’s been an interesting couple weeks. 

Certainly not the worst couple of weeks, but not the best either. 

The boyfriend and I called it quits.  He says its for the best and I agree, most of the time.  The ending is always hard, no matter the circumstances.  I have a hard time letting people go.  I hate that you lose your best friend when a relationship ends, but I don’t think that can be avoided, at least for a little while. 

The good thing about being single is that I can really focus on personal growth.  Isn’t that what everyone says?  I tend to force myself to seek out happiness whenever my mind wander to the man I miss.  I know there are more relationships in my future.  I know I will find relationship bliss again.  I also know that right now I am sad it’s over. I know I won’t be sad forever.

A perk from my divorce, I know I can survive.  I know I can handle even the worst breakup. This is not the worst.  I’m sad that its over but happy that it happened and that I can grow from it.

Hopefully I’ll find what I am looking for.  Hopefully I will fall in love again.  Hopefully I will fall in love forever. 

Here’s to hope.  Here’s to love.  Here’s to happiness.

5 thoughts on “Endings and New Beginnings

  1. hang in there you. just hang in there and I know it'll all make so much sense soon.

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